Self sabotage… sets in at the point of expansion out of what is familiar… when I feel this creeping in, usually in the form of procrastination I take a moment to reflect on my journey… how far I’ve come and where I have yet to go.
Once I acknowledge and declare that ‘I’m scared’ everything starts to shift…
I get out of my own way and start making decisions… ‘failing’ fast
Dusting myself off and getting back on track… walking the entrepreneurial path is not for the faint hearted… you are constantly tested… teased and poked by your will to serve and succeed… whatever that means as it’s all relative.
It’s been a massive spiritual learning curve… showing up fully… learning to serve myself as much as I serve others… as a Highly Sensitive Empath that’s quite ambitious it means setting boundaries for my physical and energetic well being.
I totally suck at catering to ‘my’ needs first but slowly learning to take the pressure off and stick up for myself… as ultimately the only person who has such high expectations of myself is me… general consensus is that I’ve done so much to be proud of. When your dreaming is huge of the legacy you want to create and leave behind after you pass… sometimes it’s hard to acknowledge those ‘small’ achievements.
But you know what I’ve learnt?
life is a celebration
Everyday there is something so profoundly beautiful transpiring before us… whether you can sense it or not. So much to be grateful for… so much to honour and pay respects to… including the wondrous being that you are. ♡♡♡