And So I Danced Naked.
Saturday night I had the evening to myself at home.
Something came through my being the day before. I’m not sure exactly what, but it was this uncomfortable feeling that immediately zapped me of my joy.
Like literally… There was a definitive moment feeling the arrival of something in my body…
I contemplated what I should do with my time, and with minimal access to internet due to my modem being fried in an intense storm the week before, I figured I should probably switch off and tune in… wise wombman style!
In the afternoon I picked some fresh mugwort from the garden in preparation for a night of nurturing.
My womb felt like it had an energetic cold.
I felt off.
So I prepared everything needed for an evening journey connecting with my body and soul.
Journal, essential oils, music and herbs for my womb steam were ready to go as soon as I helped my little one to sleep.
I contemplated doing a live ‘steam stream’, but it didn’t feel right for me as I knew I was too sensitive. So I live streamed to my FB page to share some insight into why I was doing this and how to do it. (check it out here)
When that finished, it was time to drop in.
And then, with a cup of tea steaming away, candle flickering, red fairly lights twinkling… the womb temple came alive in the mystical moment of ritual.
This space I have created has a certain otherworldly feel to it when the lights are dim- it’s an extension of my being really … I am imbued into this space as it envelopes me in deep crimson hues.
It’s as if time stands still and all that is, is revealed to those who listen.
I choose to listen.
With headphones on, and the herbal steam of mugwort, rose, nettle and red clover permeating and caressing my deep feminine core with tendrils of warmth… I surrender
The music takes me on a journey through soundscapes that are familiar- as if my own heart was being played back to me.
It cracks a little…
I feel the “something” brew and swell within my being
My mind steps in to psychoanalyse…
I breathe deeper beyond the stories.
Sync with my breath and sink deeper into presence.
The music moves me, my body open and responsive.
My pelvis feels like it is breathing with pure light.
Expanding as I consciously direct my breath to open the space and ease the constriction.
I start to sway my hips
My heart cracks a little more.
And my eyes weep.
The emotion begins to trickle.
Deep breaths now…
Let it come to the surface.
Let it come up.
Let it be.
Welcoming the feelings.
I am here now.
I am here now.
I am here now.
Breathing up into my womb I open more.
The warm aromatic steam snakes its way in.
The plants work their majick as usual.
I am intoxicated by the scents of lemongrass, frankincense, rose and mugwort.
I am shifting.
My heat bursts with short sporadic waves of emotion.
They’re not as heavy as I anticipated
My body consumed by the music, luring me to a deep space within the realms of my own creativity.
And I get this surge of energy ripple through my body.
And so I danced naked…
As soon as I stood up, my heart fully cracked open into euphoric release…
I hear whispers,
and this feeling of ecstatic celebration as I dance the Lover in. Her cheeky, playful and wild feminine sensuality steers my body into swirls, stomps and pelvic thrusts and pulses.
I come ALIVE
I become the embodiment of my sex- my pure creativity in motion.
My heat spirals up my spine and circulates around my skin. All senses activated, tingling to the subtle air flow.
All tension is dissolved into the moment with each sensual sway of my hips.
It feels like it has been such a long time since I fully allowed HER to move through me.
She liberates me from the dull and mundane of everyday rhythms and returns me to my full power.
Wide eyed and full of inspiration I feel a song begin to permeate my dreaming space, from the left the words trickle through as the melody forms in my mouth. (check it out on soundcloud)
I am called to my drum
and I create.
I feel so free!
Peace is restored in my body as I come back into full alignment to my path of purpose.
What can you do today to come back ‘home’ in your full embodied presence?
7 days to connect with your Inner Womb Wisdom
and embrace the Mystical Powers of the Sacred Feminine, so that you can embody your raw beauty, take control of your emotions
and create a SOUL ALIGNED life that you don’t need to escape from!
(even if you’re tired, busy and think Goddesses and Vagina’s are funny!)
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